Someone may be walking past you as if they don't see you standing there. Some of you are living by faith at this time as you just took a leap into the next part of your journey. Right now you may feel like a baby being detached too soon from its mother. You just don't know exactly where you are going, but all you know is that you want to stretch your wings and fly. You feel unprepared right now and some of you may be falling back into the mindframe of feeling the need to blame others for what happened in your past. The choices we make can either help us or hurt us, but at the end of the day we must remember that some things are strictly what we chose instead of it choosing us.
It will be to your benefit during this time to go with the flow because you don't know what the future may bring. Some of us are too afraid to fail that we constantly see life as a burden. The burden is not trying. Some of you will be giving a new air or fixed sign (Leo, Aquarius, Scorpio, Taurus) person a chance within the 10 days or 10 weeks. Some of you dealing with pregnancies may have a feeling of uncertainty on your heart. Can you do it or will this journey be too difficult to endure? If it's not a physical pregnancy that you're dealing with then it's a metaphysical one and you have to be prepared to carry this baby for the next nine months. Can you do it without stopping? We don't have to become an "I told you so" person. This is a person that lets the negatives of others around them shape up their lives or destinies because they don't' have enough faith in themselves. And the people who told you that you couldn't do it or make it are just waiting to say "I told you so". Sometimes it starts from the womb where we feel we just won't be good enough.
Their pain is not your pain to carry and your parents past is not your future. We are given the chance now to start with a clean slate and a clean sheet of paper if we can get out of the energy of feeling sorry for ourselves. New career milestones are on the horizon between now and October. Build the app, build that organization or just build yourself back up. You're not a baby anymore and adulthood/maturity is happening. Even if you aren't the baby, this partner is not your child. They don't owe you loyalty or unconditional love because you loved them, built them up, or put them back together. Give without expecting anything back in return, but also cut the act of wanting to run away; boundaries are important. Your tears won't work, but your strength will. If you are done with something then be done with it. And if you don't mean it then don't say it. Being a hard ass or applauding yourself for being hard to love is not an accomplishment. Make a commitment to yourself during this new cycle that you will leave behind what you once knew , who you were and give this new shot at life a fair chance.